I’m sitting here again and all I want to do is go home. I haven’t even the slightest idea of where that is… This world scares me, and the thoughts that go through my head.
I’ve crossed the gates of hell, and marched through every battle I’ve had in my life.
I stare down this empty corridor to the light at the end of the tunnel, and when I feel like I have finally reached the end of all things to come I see you standing there, grinning, with open arms. And a sudden wave of fulfillment delivers a straight blow to the face and I realize that I have been home all along. I know it seems selfish but I want you here, for me, and no one else. The very thought of you erased from my life would be the complete opposite of gospel singing, children swinging, pandas playing, and my mothers home cooking. And there isn’t a single thing I wouldn’t do for you. I would jump from universe to universe and steal every sun just to brighten up your day. And paint the clouds with all your favorite songs, and steal from hungry children to put food in your belly. There is no question of the love I have for you. To see myself as I was, like an old picture movie, I just want to unreel every moment and throw it up in the sky. I want to start from scratch because now I know what is right in my life. And the next time you kiss me I want you to tell me how much you love me because even though you’ve said it enough I want to hear it again and again because to tell you the truth, I’m still falling so deeply in love with you every single step of the way. My heart, body, and soul are for you and only you to do with as you please. I love you Jay Jordan Sheeler, eternally and evermore <3

And that concludes what could have been another disastrous story.